Why Did The Boy Throw The Watch Out Of The Window...

Oh noes... its doing that to us again.... Time... the entity which is around us... always with us... everywhere... and anywhere...

Oh... just makes you think... when 4 weeks just pass... like sand running through your fingers...

There is no will to get the sand back in your hands... but yet... there is always... the little sense of regret... and pain... of the fact that it has left your hands... never to return.

Haiz... there's nothing here but regret... regret that I couldnt do some things... the right way, regret tat I was unable to do certain stuff... and regret... that I have wasted my time...

Now this can't do! I tell myself... enjoy life while its here! Live it to the max... but what's worth living... if ya gotta do it...in such a miserable existance as just another mortal creature walking the earth?

And no... im not going crazy... not going to do some crazy stunt like try to 'elevate myself to status of god'.

I... no, WE humans are going to continue living and dying... all controlled by this... emotionless... and heartless creature...called time.

Brutal, it is... some would say... thats life... haiz... but then how would it be like to be immortal? Very boring I would think...not to mention painful...

What does it matter den? If time is going take us away in the end... why not just end it all in a blaze of glory? Just do the stuff you wanna do... and just let go?

That's practical thinking...but we are not so simple... it is our hearts that lead us along...lead us to feel the pain of leaving something behind... lead us to feel the fear of
losing something behind...

Our hearts are probably the most impractical thing that we have... why would such a thing that causes great horror and pain and sadness... be allowed to continue?
If all of us were practical... well den wouldnt that be a perfect world?

A perfect world... but wheres the fun in that?