The Final Push

Yes arh... just one more week to go... after this week... all assignments will be up and we will be FREEEEEEEEEE

This few days go people's houses, gamble! Ang Paos! Destress! Escape from assignments! Take photos! Play charades! Basically, celebration of CNY...

With that, i'm off now, to do assignment liaozzz -_-

To be brave means being scared...
but facing it anyways

Stay Home CNY

CNY...

Its chinese new year already? Oh wow... don't seem so to me...

Its... STAY HOME CNY!

Haizzz... sitting at home doing assignments... no, not outside grabbing ang paos... nopez.

Normally my family would have a big gathering at my mom's mom (lols) hse... oh well but my grandparents are at TURKEY now... so thats out and so.... STAY HOME!

Seems like the lousy economy has forced people to work even during CNY... the coffeeshops downstairs were mostly still open... it's not just the muslim stalls... wow...

(The following are tech - rants... you have been warned)

I NEED TO UPGRADE MY INTERNET PLAN!!! 10Mbps just don't cut it for the torrents that i do!!!
I think I'll put down here to remind myself...
1. Conan Movies for miao
2. Songs for shihui
3. Dissidia for HF
4. Avril for nick
5. Anime + games for myself

I wan a server for my home network as well!!! My former 'unlimited' storage partition of 350+ GB has only like 70+ GB left noooo!!!

If only I had a server... I could centralize dad's and my torrents -_-

As of writing, both my desktops are on... and bittorrenting omg! Dad's also converting some DVD thingy too...

Server's too expensive though... perhaps a 1 TB external drive? Dad's 16 GB + my 8 GB thumbdrives are seriously not enough liaozzz...OR I could get ANOTHER 1GB internet hard drive for my desktop muahahaha... The re-partitioning + Xferring of files is gonna suck though..... ~_~ not to mention the eventual need to defragment BOTH drives instead of one later on... OH MAN!

HAIZ! I want more RAM! I want DDR3!!! I want duo quad cores! I want triple SLI!!!

(End of rant)

Ok... I'm pretty desperate to practise guitar again also... need to go get my acoustic + electric guitar cable... (proper ones this time) I think will buy wif HF liaoz...

Weird it always seems to be that when we are busy... we want to do mudane stuff like games, anime & even just sleeping... when we are free... we get... BORED of them.

Haiz... we humans think too much... ALWAYS... even though we are so damn small...



...as compared to the stars above... see now? They look so small from down here... when up there, they might be many, many times bigger than our earth... and just imagine... there are hundreds... THOUSANDS of such stars... perhaps as many as humans... to those stars, we are nothing... we are ANTS TO STARS...

I didn't know if you knew
That I felt this way about you,
To me it's nothing new
That through the cold...there's only you.

The days ahead...

The next few days will be hectic... i know... i can feel it...

All that can be done is to take them on... YES ARH I CAN DO IT!!!

No path is defined,
No road is walked,
No route is planned,
So... where to?

GEM Crasher

GEMs...

Oh man... today was HF's BIRTHDAY WOOO yes arh!
His cake... reminded me of the face that i havent eaten -_-

I quickly forgot that fact when... hongwei crashed our GEMS CLASS ;D Ok... it was a pretty quiet crash though... seems like NO ONE noticed that there was a 'new student'...

We went to ease our stomachs at FC 1 after GEMS...did a pretty hard worksheet at GEMS... well i think it wouldnt be hard if we had listened -_- ...Oh well... too little, too late... haiz.

Rushed to T19 to tell people about NETF and den went back to clubroom area to do take minutes for weehong's nite games meeting... oh noes i think i did a pretty bad job wif the minutes...

Went to wdlands library after that to fix up hui qi's lappy... havent seen her in like one year lors... still look like small girl LOLS

Came home, called up a bunch of people and 'demanded' T-shirt designs... well it seems that this year's Freshman camp for DMIT club wont be having a lousy design =D oh yes...


Fear... its something we all know... something we all feel before...
Fear... can turn into fears... which rips into you like hailstones in a blizzard...
Fear... can have limits... and when a person reaches the limit...
Fear breaks the mind... shredded, ripped, torn and mutilated beyond recognition...
Past the point of no return...

Look at me!
Look at me!
The monster inside of me...
has grown this big!
-Anime, Monster

Imposter!

If you see someone on Garena with the highlighted name... ITS NOT ME!!!

Is it there?

Zomg no time no time... 2day did housecleaning... clean windows, clean fans, change sofa covers.... chinese new year ish here!!! Well... soon anyways...

Last friday's meeting was... indescribable.....zomg..... i CMI lars...but it went better than i tot though...




THEY are following me... THEY want me... THEY are going to... GET ME...

Is all this real?

Light up the dark...
but where do the dark go?
Hiding out of sight
but where we never know...

A day of retrival

Retrival

Yesterday i did smt veri.... veri dumb.

I left my sports shoes in GEMS lesson..............

When i cum bak wif wan + leo room locked le so...sian 2day got up veri early to go grab it bak.

When i went in the classroom onli got like 10 students + one angmoh lecturer lols veri pai sey lors i go to the back and grab my shoes like dumb liddat =X Lecturer quite nice though.... didnt laugh...I hope ~_~

Must say thks to wanyu pei me go school early 2day worhs : D thks meimei lols!

Asked the chicken talk uncle for quotations.... dun see his email... haiz message/call/look for him tml liaoz....... ~_~

Lets see... what else... pretty normal day after that... yeah went back marsiling go eat wif mech/jw/gay lols tok and tok and tok yayee can nerd-talk =D He's VERY bored now as his O lvls finished.... hey i wan some of your free time lehs -_-

Omg tml meeting... is I 'open' de... nervous seh....even though like nine ppl nias -_- guess tat i havent done much group speaking in a long time liaoz... hopefully ppl will be cooperative.... haizzz.

Oh.... will see tml den...

Anyways >>>> is my widget/interesting stuff corner... will be putting up more... at the cost of loading time barhs i reckon... must find a balance ahaha...

The best laid plans
come apart at the seams
and shatter all my dreams
Sometimes I feel like...
Screaming
-Sometimes I Feel Like Screaming by Deep Purple

Oh man... havent been updating...

Anyways... went to play pool on sunday =D after that went to ah ma's hse to play Left 4 Dead wif my cousins lols... we so noisy hahaha.

Monday.... dun rmb wad i did... okies i did SOME schoolwork...

Today... hongwei's fascinated by the baby choco chocolates... dunno why... break sucks now as its too short -_- cnt play games anymore... haiz... Maths... lecturer tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok ZZzzzZzzZZZ...... HF slp... i couldnt slp... we all trying to entertain each other at the back... AS USUAL

After school... OC meeting... interestingly enuff, it wasnt boring like maths lesson... after tat go FC 5 eat...

Went home wif ZL on the train... -_- of course he got off at bukit batok...

Called ppl to attend welfare meeting this friday... haiz... dunno how am i gonna do it... Shirt designs Shirt Designs... im sure they can do some very nice ones though... the tough part would have to be choosing one...as only one design would be chosen for the camp : D

Haiz... tired now... I WAN EVERLASTING ENERGY TO DO ALL MY STUFF..............a pitiful, worthless and useless plea... =(

Lying on my desk...
I really need some rest.
See the way im dressed...
Clearly im here to relax!

Dear Blog...

Dear blog...

Yesterday was a great day (well fridays almost always are) cause I wasn't THAT late for lesson (2nd latest thks to HF) and... today was able to go home quite early... (4.30) and uh... i dunno. Just felt that 2day was a great day...

Sometimes... i wonder about why people act in a certain way that they do... is it just the way they are? Or is it something else?

Something else... like what? The past? The past is nothing. It's already gone. Passed over, dead, finished...to dwell on the past is like...to be dead and trying to die again...

Perhaps its the future that people fear? Sure, the future = unknown and people do fear the unknown...but still... its the choices that you make that mold the future... not exactly MAKE the future, but... to form it... into something that is preferable for you...

Haiz... well thats life for you...

No one can make you
Do what they want to
You know you’re stronger
Than the lies that they tell you

- Scraped By Guns' N Roses

Rain...

Boo... when it rains... it pours...

When you want more time... you dun have it... and all you can do is struggle...

When you want something... you fight for it... and still might not succeed...

When you need something... you cant get it... and you.......

Now I know you better
You know I'd know better,
Now I know you better...

Busy, busy, busy!!!

Okies here is bigger font post for leo lols : D

HF is sitting beside me now as I'm typing this in java lesson.... the teacher bu shuang me liaox so i stop... for awhile...

Today got FO camp meeting at 3.45 and GEMS ~_~ gg lame jokes again...

Recently I've been abit busy because im in the Organizing Committee for the freshman camp that would be held in april...sadly only five people from my class want to help... and all of them are girls.......zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ

Okies nvm i abit boliaozzzz...

Oh yes im the food in charge for the camp...mmm now i nid to find caterers in the school. Hopefully can find cheaper ones cause my current estimated budget that i require for the camp seems to be over 3K... uhhh gg?

Especially if i get campers like HF den i rly gg le cause not enuff food i nid to give my own zomg...lucky hf says he is too ps to eat more den five plates two plates of food...

Hmm... this week got no time to watch my anime -_- monster only at episodes 26+ haizzz... lucky got psp i convert and load the video in to watch in the train when im bored...

To seize the day,
sometimes you need to say
what goes against.
Wishing you could do it again.

Day of Boredom

Ah... its one of those days again... when nothing seems to make you want to sit up and do something...

Went to the new sembawang shopping center yesterday. Me, sx and hw... even though we took the correct bus already... we MISSED the correct stop -_- Ended up at yishun interchange from where we took another bus back

SSC was.... small ok perhaps thats because they havent finished renovations but still... there wasnt anything interesting there at all... ok there was a computer shop, comics connection, a florist (not opened yet) CD shops (laserflair i think) and....a Giant. We went to eat at the kopitiam there... there wasnt any fastfood there and there was only one restaurant I think...even though it was new, there werent many people...and anyways most of them were there for the Giant supermarket.

Mmm CNY coming liaox... I need new clothes. Might be going causeway point tml...

I said I'd put pictures...

These pictures are in chronological order =D

Nick and HF's reaction when i caught them watching 'something' on the computer...

See all... so hardworking... (heh...)


Play game till lecturer also come see lols!


Who's this??? O_O


Okies.... den after school...

"Ghost Leo"


: D Its zhenli!!! See so shuai

-_- den eu see edwin... act shuai... still can blur diao one

Ok... I was bored when queuing up at Mac's... its weehong!

After I got home... this is what you get for on9ing msning for whole day...

New Year Post

NEW YEAR!

Its 2009!
.
...
ok...its nothing to be veri excited over though... =(

Not to be a wet blanket but with the state that the world is in... oh well probably today/yesterday is a very good day for people to 'let it out'

Seriously... inbetween today & yesterday... was there a difference?

Anyways... after all the fireworks have died... and all the cheering ends... its just another day for many of us... celebration is only... temporary...

Okies about today (31st Dec)... went for lessons in the morning... i came at 10.30 to find out that lesson ends at 11 -_- oh wow zzz.

After school went off to watch IP MAN!!! Wooo it rocked!

At night... went to play pool wif hw, sx, jt and mk : D

Okies post pics other time i think... internet is lagging....................not just smses

Its a new year
but a heart...still wants
will anybody hear?
Just after the old year wans
Heart's desire - is it nearer?