Day Off?

Oh man... im too... UNRELAXED -_-

I was like 'yeah today's sunday so relax...'

So much for tat -_- blehsss... Everytime i do something mildly considered to be 'fun' I think of...

a: Assignment (Damned Java + Flash) -_-
b: Wth am I doing??? I should be doing WORK.....
c: What can I do that I have not been told to do??? (zzz to that...)

Strange huh? I cnt even relax on a day off.... zzz i end up feeling nervous about not doing much stuff -__-

Perhaps cause im cooped up at home in front of the computer? Well.... thats supposed to be RELAXING omg...

And now... i WANT to slp early but I CAN'T. No reason. WHY???

Arh I hate myself sometimes -_-

And i need to go down to Sim Lim square sometime this week for that new motherboard... or face the wrath of a UNSTABLE RIG omgsss...

Just in a blink...
You'll see the link
Between a plink...
And a plank (?)

Ok this one is stupid

Sick. At Home. Zzzz.

Sucks to be sick. Feel damn sian and sick. zzz.

Well i guess then i can take a little break den... like now... i can blog! Finally!

zzz. But still feel horrible though... haiz....

Anyways, wheres my phone? I wanna get some pictures...

Btw, thanks to all who showed me concern... though it was greatly undeserved... :D

Yayee found my phone! Now...

Last week's Paintball Outing

Wan shitting LOLS

The masks damn cool lars

Group Photo! ^^

Hot action on the bus

WeiShan in his jumpsuit! LOLSS

There ya go! The paintball outing! Damn cool ritez??

Now here's a song that's damned cool. Actually by Black Sabbath but re-done by Guns N' Roses!

IT'S ALRIGHT

Told you once about your friends and neighbors
They were always seeking but they'll never find
That it's alright, yes it's alright

Where to go, Where to see
It's always been that way and it can never be
but it's alright, yes its alright

Give it all and ask for no return
And very soon you'll see and you'll begin to learn
that it's alright, yes it's alright

Don't you know that it's so good for you
You can be making love and see it all go through
But it's alright, 'cos it alright

So I told you once about your friends and neighbors
They were always seeking but they'll never find it
It's alright, 'cos it's alright

---
Guns N' Roses (Axl Rose) sang this song as a intro
to November Rain in the 1992 through 1993 tours.
Found in the concerts Tokyo 1992 , Paris 1992 and most
other concerts from 1992 and 1993 tours.

"IT'S ALRIGHT" (3:58) was originally recorded by BLACK SABBATH
in 1976 on the album called "TECHNICAL EXTASY"
(sung by Drummer Bill Ward)

It's raining outside now... I wonder what's going on in school... haiz...

Sometimes... when you rush around in your life... a sudden illness like this takes hold and stops you there right in your tracks... -_- Even though now... im still worrying about those things... the burdens lain upon me...my mind wants to accomplish things, but it tells me im not in the state to do them...

I still dunno if i can go down later... i dun wan a repeat of yesterday... falling aslp everywhr... haiz

"November Rain" suits me fine right now... it's a song btw if you dunno... by well, my favorite band...how i wish i could go walkin' in "The cold november rain" right now...

But i know... as well that "nothin' lasts forever"... even this state I am in now... but also the time we have now... the lives we lead now... so i gotta get over this ASAP and live this worthless life more fully than ever...

Alone in the cold
Shiver as you may
But you grow old,
Not a damn anybody gave...

Felt like posting.... but then... AHH fark it -_-

Why Did The Boy Throw The Watch Out Of The Window...

Oh noes... its doing that to us again.... Time... the entity which is around us... always with us... everywhere... and anywhere...

Oh... just makes you think... when 4 weeks just pass... like sand running through your fingers...

There is no will to get the sand back in your hands... but yet... there is always... the little sense of regret... and pain... of the fact that it has left your hands... never to return.

Haiz... there's nothing here but regret... regret that I couldnt do some things... the right way, regret tat I was unable to do certain stuff... and regret... that I have wasted my time...

Now this can't do! I tell myself... enjoy life while its here! Live it to the max... but what's worth living... if ya gotta do it...in such a miserable existance as just another mortal creature walking the earth?

And no... im not going crazy... not going to do some crazy stunt like try to 'elevate myself to status of god'.

I... no, WE humans are going to continue living and dying... all controlled by this... emotionless... and heartless creature...called time.

Brutal, it is... some would say... thats life... haiz... but then how would it be like to be immortal? Very boring I would think...not to mention painful...

What does it matter den? If time is going take us away in the end... why not just end it all in a blaze of glory? Just do the stuff you wanna do... and just let go?

That's practical thinking...but we are not so simple... it is our hearts that lead us along...lead us to feel the pain of leaving something behind... lead us to feel the fear of
losing something behind...

Our hearts are probably the most impractical thing that we have... why would such a thing that causes great horror and pain and sadness... be allowed to continue?
If all of us were practical... well den wouldnt that be a perfect world?

A perfect world... but wheres the fun in that?

F.O.R SIA!

Bwahaha last Friday (8th May) was FOR! (Freshmen Orientation Reunion)... best part of it was the NIGHT-CYCLING
Our BBQ (Barbi - kill ^^) was at East Coast Park pit 24,25 C!

Around 11+ we started renting bikes in preparation to go on our LOOOONG journey to... CHANGI GENERAL HOSIPITAL : D

I havent cycle in a very long time liaox haha my butt still hurts... but it was... like freedom! Moving around at such a high speed makes eu feel... GREAT!

Actually, the cycling was a abit dangerous... i rmb cycling past like a meter from some ppl slping on the floor... from their heads >.< Anyways, the bikes were... okok... yeah except some bikes were... abit... haha lousy....

WEISHAN AND HF owe me 8 bucks each =)

Alritez... PICS!

SUPPER/BREAKFAST! :D

See this self-high girl here... always hungry -__-

Jie Hui + Alpha...No comments

Jan's LEGS BOTH CRAMP... we suck thumb sit on floor until...

...it started to rain... HEAVY even though we both keep say wont x.x

Me and jan... sucking thumbs while half-monty... we cycled thru the heavy rain after tat...

Even though it was tiring, the nite cycle was FUN! Eu don't get to cycle half-naked thru the rain in the dark everyday... do you? :D

WALK...WALK...WALK

At last... some free time to detail what happened to me last wednesday(not today) oh yes, some might noe... the EUNOS trip to get my faulty video card checked up... more specifically, my trip to eunos avenue 4!

It really sucks to walk so much.... but ya cnt say i didnt see some interesting stuff =)

The trip started with me... going with david & johnson to eunos MRT (Johnson got off at bugis, david pei me till eunos ^^)...

Yeah, the handsome guy looking away is david

Anyways, he soon abandoned me at the MRT station, where i took a bus to Ubi Ave 2. Which seems SOOOO close to Ave 4 on the map...

On bus.... wait...

wait....

play PSP...

and wait...

till i got off one stop AFTER UBI AVE 2 -_-

ANDDDD.... after walking abit... decided to cam-whore a little...



I saw arrow ahead Avenue 4... and.... and i though would reach soon... but actually...

Look like condo but its NOT

Darm long wait at traffic light
Walk darm far den i see this... NIAS -_- i think i already wasted 45 mins walking liaox

Suddenly got big field O_O

Den opposite big field got construction WTH?!?@#


One way is Ave 4....

Spot the Ave 4 sign here :D (hint: enlarge pls) the previous Ave 4 sign was just to the right of this picture

I walked in all the way -___- found out the building i was after was behind me in this picture

Yeah... this one.

Inside damn nice... bought a can of chrysanthemum tea there :)

Didnt have the chance to take anymore pics :(
Went up to 4th floor and was led through a fire exit (??!) door to the faulty hardware section...

Wait there.... again -_-

Guy tells me to put my video card there... and that he would contact me again... oh well...

Went out, asked the gate guard for the nearest bus stop... and took a last picture...

Well, the vehicle carrying the container is smt like wad my dad drives :)

I rushed back for the FOP debrief... arrived 20 minutes late to find out that it WAS OVER -___-
Joined in with some gay caterpillar thingy they were doing lols

After that, went to watch 252 (the jap movie) wif HF, miao, wanyu and xueling...

THAT WAS LAST WEDNESDAY...

No, i dun rmb wad happened the last few days -_- damn boring... eunos trip was the highlight.

Alritez...thats it... i think

BUT TODAY...

WEBCAM WIF HANFENG SIA!!!! :DDDDD