Bitten Off and Thrown Away...

Mmm lets start with this:

 Hmm, someone's kumashi. What can we do with it? 

o.o! No limbs bwahaha

Right under the owner's nose :)

Animal Abuse? Hmm.

 

Disapproving owner >.<

Dun worry, we didn't hurt kumashi that much... I think xD Anyways...

Yeah, that's me. 

 

23rd of Jan, We went to Sakai Sushi to celebrate Jialing's belated B'dae! Damn coincidence, we took like 3 tables at the back and JT with his cousins took the 4th table from the back! LOL I didnt even know he was coming that day lars!

Here's a few pics from that day, the rest on serene or del's camera

 

 Daniel!

I think alvin looks like wan and serene's kid here LOL

HF! 

Daryl!

We all like damn hyper cause we DOUBLE ordered from the computer! 60++ plates of scallops, takoyaki, crabsticks and MORE. The chanwanmushi came until the egg in it tasted SERIOUSLY bad. I even had to offer a few plates to JT and his cousins... SORRY XD

Mahjong at SX's home after that at night. DAMN HIGH :D

WOOHOO this is like damn heng lars

24th, Mmm messy day. First went to gym with Wan and the guys, then I rushed home, went to Admiralty to hurry some even LATER people den me LOL. Went to orchard cine to eat KFC -.- and watch Bodyguards & Assassins! (Though it wasn't THAT good)

After that, met up with DMIT-tians! Went to walk around Orchard to feel the Xmas mood! (Even though it wasn't really much...) Counted down on the way up to Orchard central, Dodged bunchs of party sprayers (me and wangwang kept wondering about why they do that... no answer for now) and after that, went to see Sherlock Holmes! The dialogue is SO intriguing, with the expected wonderfully BRITISH accent HAHA.


Was about 5.30am after the movie. We went to packet some Mac, den went to Orchard Midpoint the stairs there to sit and eat. Den we took the train from somerset MRT HOME!

 Sadly, this is like the only pic I have of that day. Alvin say they look like couple xD but i say they like siblings LOLS

.........


I think we humans have evolved. Something like death can happen, and people just go through it unfazed. Today on Xmas, someone I was related to, but only seen once or twice simply went. I say to her, go and find your peace. And perhaps, true happiness.
  
Life's so short. Should we all just try for what we want... right now?

 I'm so evil, so utterly vile...

I should be buried
Deep under to a mile.
To remain there, to cause no worry
Why would this be... just how?
So that my heart would cause no flurry...

 LAST CHRISTMAS?

I'm like in school now haha, supposed to do assignment with Wan but we sorta gave up after 3 hours x.x

Few days on, it would be Christmas. I don't feel the mood at all haha. Oh well, I havent felt it in like a few years already...

Sad, isn't it, that something so wonderful, so amazing and cool at a single point in your life would just become... plain, simple and just another thing that goes past in your life. 

 Cheers, to the X'mas spirit. I doubt I will write here again 'til after X'mas and so... 

Merry Christmas, I hope all your wishes come true.

Thief of hearts, thief of hearts...

Why do you hurt so much?

Infatuations, Loves, Obsessions, Crushes

 Pain and void, from a stolen heart...

 

FEELINGS...

Aye. I felt like that like a few hours ago. NIGHT CYCLING!!! (Y)

We went from ECP to...

oh forget it. I'll let the pics do the talking : D

This was near a bridge @ Kallang Stadium

Suntec There :D

Near Singapore Flyer...

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

SATAY!!! @ LAU PA SAT! We ordered like 150 sticks lars LO 

Vivo!

 

Lol wtf jan -.-

We all sit around vivo to slack for like 2 hours

 

Den headed back after Vivo

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dunno why river got box -.-

 

  

Night Cycling! (Y)

 Managed to haul my ass back home. Slept on the train x.x but I must applaud the others, like Alvin who had to go back to school before going home cause his laptop's there.

Touched down home @ like 11am. Bathed, then got in front of the computer and started calling people o: I ate abit, den went to slp on the floor LOL. I got up again, ate lunch, and SLEPT AGAIN x.x omg its like damn unhealthy lars.

I told SX i meet him like 7.30 @ admiralty MRT. But I woke up at like 7.15. Pei him go his cousin house, play abit of basketball. Im like so noob at it lars -.-

I'm so sick of being betrayed by myself...

To stop myself from feeling...

To do it again, like in the past.

T'was easy then but I'm now wondering,

How different was this from the last?

The Harmful Effects Of The Lack Of Sleep

Yeah. Lack of sleep is seriously, seriously bad for your health. Nope, its not that your body gets weaker. Actually, from what I am experiencing lately, it affects mental mood. ALOT.

Everything seems to weight down on you more. Especially negative emotions. Sure, you get high, but like a drug, after it wears off. YOU. FEEL. LIKE. CRAP.

  

Den the day just simply, drags on. And on and on. With that weight on your mind, there's no way for you to concentrate... =(

It all went by in a rush. You hope for it to be just a bad dream. But then, when you wake, you just find yourself in a nightmare, beyond all human comprehension and with seemingly no way out.

What can you do then... but despair?

Your mind questions.

No answers come.

Seek them will you?

Till the very end...

 

And So The Wheel Turned...

Randomly, today could have been an overnight session of mahjong.

Unfortunately, that didn't happen. :(

Good thing is, i got new stuff to DL, finding nemo (leo) and medicine for melancholy. (wang ting)

  

Sometimes the good thing about having people asking me to download stuff is that I get a great new bunch of collection of stuff I can randomly watch... when, if and hopefully, i got the time to be bored enough for that.

Hmm. It's weird. I have nothing to confide. Seriously, nothing at all. Maybe that's why I feel so bored sometimes -.-

To not care... shows contempt?

To not care... means its unimportant?

To not care... is to not bother?

If that is so... why bring it up at all?  

Sunday!

Today is a random day. Actually many days are random alrdy but oh wth i nthing to do in clubroom alone marhs.

Why I at clubroom lehs? Take home lappy, jacket, blow free air-con? And johnson damn lucky he ask me about ITP survey -.- if not dunno when he den will do dao.

I woke at like 9.30 today. Dunno why still can so early wake up zzz. Den i veri sudden, go downstairs bought lunch for mom and dad. Oh bought my HP screen protector also : D When i buying that, i met my sec sch junior sia. Damn long never see her. Too bad she like rushing den chat abit nias... Hmm people from the past...

Watched abit of anime. Den suddenly, i go my room and NAPPED LOL for like one hour. -.-

Den i went to sch. Later meeting alvin and janielson. They say want see movie but I JUST RMB TODAY SUNDAY veri ex -.-

Oh well. Now is like damn the quiet! School so peaceful =D

Dun think I would be able to go out tml... maybe in the evening? I need to arrange 100+ helper positions for SP Open House -.-   

Zzz xuan making me hungry with her GRILLED CHICKEN TEPPANYAKI BURGER -.-

Ok nvm i random. Argh. 

Tuesday need to go school again. 10am for some briefing for assignment... den maybe gym? Den after that got SPSU Dinner & Dance... sian I monday want go buy new clothes for that... I think forget it, buy for DMIT Dinner & Dance nia. 

Alritez! Johnson almost finishing his survey liao and I can go soon alrdy. =D I should blog in school more LOL so that I wont forget what I wanna blog about. 

Alone, you can be efficient

Alone, you are able to think

Alone, you won't doubt

Alone, all the time, makes you inhuman

 

 

Cage In A Cage

It is a temporary respite... just for a moment, a day, to let my hair down... (not that its that long anymore)

The long slog... is finished. The greater, longer slog... is ahead.

For now. Calm the mind, soul and heart. The waiting game has once again... begun!

There will be...an end... 

End Of The Line

Soon its all over...

Soon it will be a new story, a different kind of joyride.

There might be, there might not be... but still, I wish myself luck in all my ventures.

Irreversible Changes...?

Wonder how it would be?

Negative emotions all around

Heart torn out,

Mind's all battered. 

CrushCrushCrush

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Mmm dunno why. Suddenly addicted to this song LOL

Anyways. Things are worrying now. I just dunno why but... even when I'm not supposed to be doing something... I just see the need to help, be there, be a part of and to watch over.

It's not a burden. It's more of a... mandate? Directive?

Soon... this dream will end. It's December... wth. Time just simply flew...

Many things just don't really make sense. Really. Not at all. How come this churning pot of humane desires could change so quickly...like now

  Haiz. Humans. Always wanting what we cannot obtain. Oh well.

So near, yet so far

Waiting alone

To move, yet stationary

Waiting... alone  

OPINION

Haha. Who cares about it? People give it, people take it and go. But since it's simply the whim of a person to suddenly give it...it's ignorable? It's unimportant? Hmm... ok this was random.

It's getting twisted. Seriously. Out Of Proportional. Suddenly, as I've said once before to someone, my life is getting to be so random lately. Like you never know whats gonna happen... even in the next 5 minutes. 

Oh well, I think that goes for the rest of us now. Unpredictability... of course it makes things much more interesting... but just sometimes...I sorta wish that this kind of feeling of uncertainty wouldn't be here. At least... there might be something to be certain of? Something... hmm

It's the start of the holidays... and yeah the start of the exams. Never once though, I've really felt like I was taking some sort of serious test ever since poly started. Heh that's good I guess...

What's there left for me...? Not much I guess. Should I just continue? Or have I just simply have something to say. But cannot feel it? Oh well. Let us go with life...

What can be there but naught?

What can pinch the heart within?

The mind or the heart?

Desire...or Sensibility?

I seriously got some crazy talk sometimes...but is that the voice within?   

DUST N' BONES

Weee tiring day/days... so happy cause...

 

YAYEE MY BITTORRENT DONE

Hurray to those who accompany me today ^^ 

Hmm. Xmas is near. Will there be something special? Or will it be another one of those silent nitez?

  Try...to get to sleep...

 

I reach this page, den i lazy liaoz. 

NEW SLIPPERS.

YAYEE

Downfall 

Sucks to sick. Honestly, who likes being sick?
 

Anyways, last week was rather fast. One assignment down in that duration. It didn't even really feel like it was that important. Hmm well, come to think of it... whats there that's important anymore?

Mmm seriously i don't really remember much of last week. Hah.

Let's see. Maybe my handphone cam can jog my memory...

See Zhi Kai so hardworking... while I...

Was transferring PSP games LOL! I think this was MDAD lesson, tuesday

And I think this was Wednesday, when we went to help Wan carry NEWater from Kranji

 

This one of Zhenli being tortured (as always) was during Cheryl's Bdae party!

The Bdae girl herself!

Rock Band!

Photographers!

Heart to heart talkers

Saturday, we went for xuanjun's housewarming

Yah. This guy's house

This one was when me and HF were on the train to catch paranormal activity and pres, zhenli and jan were going home.

I SPAMMED!

 

 

And before we got out...

 

Pres and her middle finger! (It's cut off)

Saturday was a pretty long day. Probably because it nearly consumed half of my sunday as well. But it was worth it!

Imagine you're at Orchard waiting for a 1.20AM movie and the time is like 11.30??!

Yep, me, hermi, hanfeng and huixuan. We ate like 26 pieces of nuggets at The Heeren's Mcdonalds and cause nothing to do, we go walk walk around orchard!

  Photo time!

Seriously, all the reindeer statue faces look like shit.

Outside of ION

 

 

 

 

 

Right after all that, we headed back to Leisure to watch PARANORMAL ACTIVITY <<< GOOD! 

After the movie we headed back to XJ's house for mahjong 

Then...then... I reach home, 9.30. Went to sleep in front of the computer. 

Sunday, 12pm. My relatives came to my house and I seriously wasnt a very good entertainer...unless you count waking up like ten minutes before they arrived, sleeping like half the day afterwards and going to the doctor after waking as being entertaining. 

Oh well. So sucks to be me right now. But so what? It all still goes on. Now the question is whether or not I am able to wake up tml early for my 8am GEMS.

Being home the whole day sucks. But when you're out the whole day, sometimes you just feel like going home xD

When you are swallowed

by the dark, filthy hollow

When you are surrounded

by endless void all around

When you are,

Know that hope is near, here already