Just reached home. Dead tired. Heres wad i found at my window...

Yeah its a little bird... mom told me its been there for like the past 6 hours alrdy o.o!! slping i guess

And here's a little bear i found crushed between bags in the clubroom LOL

Takin' It Easy

Heh so here i am in the clubroom... playing WoW, listening to the noisy ppl outside, and basically... just taking it VERY easy.

Heh its like the first time im able to be somewhat at ease for a loooong time. Haiz. Soon it will be over. Yayee!!!

Yeah awhile more Im gonna go to causeway point to catch a movie wif my secondary school pals. ^^

Alritez thats it. Im off soon... 

All mixed up inside...

and we can never decide

if the words are right,

if its alright...   

The Walk

Yayee today was another "doing stuff for lan gaming" day LOLS

Anyways woke up at 8am, got on the train at like 9.30, went with leo to aljunied to get my prizes for the competition and then got bak in school like @ 12.40.

Heh. Make up lesson started at 12pm -.-

And... i went to clubroom first, packed up some stuff. Blah Blah Blah. It's so boring that I don't even remember -.-

Anyway went over to IS bonding day like @ 3.30 cause wunying ask me to go. Well it was pretty fun heh and i even got a little bit high there hehe

Oh man i swear im gonna post pictures here after my hp's bak -.-

Argh 8am lesson tml boo. Tata~

Am I able to decode?

A laugh or a smile.

Maybe a gesture and a nod...

Is is worth my while?

   

RUSH

 Suddenly it came

This unnatural high!

Pent-up energy with no aim

  Makes you fly!

PAST.

Eh. No new pics cause my phone not wif me -.- anyways i dug up some old stuff.

I like damn bored lar prolly in class xD

Woo 20 of that egg thingy damn i forgot its name

HF here LOL i forget when alrdy sia

Blur Del : D

HAHA PATAPON shield from my FOC

Urgh i better go bath and sleep soon... i nid to be up by 8am tml x.x Nitez!

The pretense of care
Behind it, was I?
To see how I fare
Wait...must I?

Mixed...

Arh was a messy day today... went to dover to collect prizes for the LAN compy... den off to find liyana... and alvin's house for mahjong LOL

Ok larsss my day not liddat only lar -.- so sian. After alvin's hse since near admiralty i went off to sx & jt's hse cause rly veri long no see 'em. Heh same always they playing dota when i came z.z

Urgh im like so sick at the mention of dota lar...

Soon lar i think my life will be back to normal. Hmm. What is normal? LOL i seriously dun think life has been normal ever since poly life started! Hah!

Oh well. Waiting's the worse x.x come on, 3 more weeks.

Oh oh oh... and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

NOKIA PLEASE FIX MY N97! x(

Anyways here's a cool song by velvet revolver :D I simply love how they sound on slower songs like these...the interesting lyrics are a plus!

Alone...

It occurred to me suddenly. How... lonesome it can get sometimes...

Running around, getting things done... even though i spent most of my day around people... it still felt pretty lonesome. Haiz

It all feels so unreal sometimes... just like ur eyes are all clouded up.

But still... i know, i have to go on. =)

Don't you wanna go into the hollow?
Don't wanna go alone,
aren't you gonna follow?
Into the hollow...
Into the Hollow -
Queens of the Stone Age

You Spin My Head...

OMG Lack of sleep + wearing new contacts = HEADSPIN x.x

Seriously i like dizzy now omg. Can't... do...shit ARGH!

Ritez... gonna sleep till im like completely satisfied tomorrow. Lets hope i rmb what i wanted to blog here xD

Impossibility

Ah... we humans are such weird creatures. We always want the impossible.

Like me now wanting to load up pics here... but my handphone's under repair -.-.

Strange eh... we never treasure what we have until the last moment its gonna be gone from us...

In reality, we all know that we can't always have what we want. In fact, we dun rly nid anything... right?

Pride, greed, ego, curiosity, pleasure, jealousy. If you look carefully, arent these the very reasons for why we want something?

All of them, certainly can be seen in a 'bad' sort of way. As in all of them... could be part of a sin.

So is it a sin to want? To want something which we do not need to simply live on as a person?

But then you think... what if the want was for something not for yourself? The Greater Good? The person you love?

Heh wads wif me... i guess there's just no answer to that. Seriously i dun rly think there can be an answer to questions of morality of this sort.

But still then... I am still left wanting... wanting something that cannot be obtained. Just as everyone else is. =)

THE HEAT

It's coming...

I have waited so long for this...

But at long last... in two weeks' time, my mettle will be tested.

Lets just hope i pull through... =)

Anyways, once again... i dunno what to say here -.-

Ok... i just ordered my contact lenses today! Probably will come by next thurs or wed :D I went to collect my N97 BUT they told me to come back in one to two weeks' time zzzzzz wads worse is they didnt even contact me about it beforehand -.- made me waste my time going down to causeway! I guess i gotta bring my K660i for the next week or so...

Went to play mahjong after tat... argh now i feel like i wasted the whole day LOL. After that went to eat mac! Altogether i saw del, shulin, huixuan, janielson, ericson and alvin today! YAYEE! Oh, i also saw phyllis when i went to admiralty to pass her my hard drive :)

I wonder how i would look with contacts sia! I can't wait for next week but at the same time i dread next week -.-

Ritez... off to print some stuff and wait for monday! Oh, im gonna go liyana hse tml! I still dunno bringing guitar or not cause i nid to bring computer switch to her hse siaa...

To feel is... normal
Normal however... these feelings ain't
Is it me or are they abnormal?
Reminder to self: I can't...
-Little lost soul in the game of life

Tongue Tied!

Here's a great song... easy to play too!

Will I be like the person in the lyrics? Hmmm

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

White.

I've decided not to be lazy and blog for once at least... heh i keep finding excuses not to...

Last week was LTC camp... haha ubin with all its mosquitoes LOL

Gonna go for another camp later this week, ICE camp.

Mmm...

This was the amount of food for LTC! x.x 3 Trolley fulls omg

A completely deserted Dover station...(ok i was bored)

A sign in ubin...and i think it looks cute LOL

Ahhh den now once again i dunno what to say here alrdy... i think i just dun have much to say -.-

I tot that a blog would let me spam whatever is in my heart here... but den i think my heart is just empty den... =(

Oh well whatever... here's a nice song I've managed to learn completely... heh

Everlong

Hello. I've waited here for you.
Everlong.
Tonight I throw myself into,
And out of the red, out of her head she sang.

Come down and waste away with me.
Down with me,
Slow how, you wanted it to be,
I'm over my head, out of her head she sang.

And I wonder when I sing along with you,
If everything could ever be this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again,
The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when.
She sang:

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in,
Hold you in,
and now, I know you've always been.
Out of your head, out of my head I sing.

And I wonder when I sing along with you,
If everything could ever be this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again,
The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when.
She sang:

And I wonder,
If everything could ever be this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again,
The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when...