Yayee! Free day~

Damn long since i had a free day at home so i'm GONNA SLACK THE DAY OFF : D

Damn long since i blogged too... so I'M BLOGGING NOW!

Ok... i seriously cnt rmb much of what happened the past few days... except that yesterday had meeting at school...

Hmm... I think many people have that weird feeling now... that of nothing to do... cause during the exams you feel like there are loads of stuff eu wana go do... but now... haha eu dun feel like doing them at all... we humans are WEIRD....

Ok anyways off to enjoy the rest of the day~

Still of the night...

It's... rly damn quiet at night... the silence... is deafening...

Oh well that's a description used in a book... hmmm i forgot which...

Anyways... it's good to sometimes... sit down... and be silent... think about... things that have happened... that are happening... and those that are about to...

Like... for instance... the lack of doing much for the maths test yesterday... not much preparation... we went to school to study but ended up playing there... hmm...

Would have anything changed? Haiz... except for a grade in my record... thats all... right? It's not like it'll prevent my ability to be happy... ritez?

Messed around with netbeans for java today... learned anything? Not much... except that written tests for programming laanguages are once again... useless... what would it matter if you DO forget how to apply a method in future? Searching on the web yields results anyways -_-

Anyways... thats not the important part... what's important is... what im gonna do tml.... turns out tml is a blank day again... perhaps finish up the program i half-started... perhaps not... haiz...

Oh... who am I to complain... at least the life i have now is... seriously the time of my life. I doubt there would be any other point in a lifetime that you can just sit back and take it easy like we do now... to the extend... that it gets boring... and you feel the need... for something more

Greed... that's what it is... two or three years back i would have said my present life is what i want... well now that im here... disgruntlement and unsatisfaction sets in...

Time flies... one year is almost gone... and... im happy... im i not?

Two really random pictures

V'tine's Day

V'tine's DAY!!!

On V'tines day I went out wif leo and jan to simlim square to buy jan's headphones... i reach like 3.45 omg i make them wait.... den we go simlim walk walk walk.... yes arh no couples at simlim de YES ARH

Den we go out of simlim...cross a road... make a turn... talk talk talk.... cross another road... and... came back to simlim... O_O BY ACCIDENT ZOMG WTFS FTW BBQSSS -_- veri gg.... den we walk bak to mrt... walk walk walk... eh? parklane liaoz -_- den we walk to dhouby ghaut mrt lorsss...


Went to takashimaya... walk walk walk... den we see far east shopping... and... HEY taka's not that way -_- ZzzzZzzZZZz so we have to squeeze bak thru all the couples go bak the way we came... OMG 2nd time misdirection ~_~


We go up taka... 4th floor... search search search and.... YES seoul garden is not at 4th is at 5th.... WALAOS...

Actually we also got walk wrong a few other places that day.... few times in simlim (tat one not our fault is simlim's design prob) ...at orchard (ok fine... the V'tine day aura clouding our direction) and at taka..... (Z_z)

ANYWAYS WE GO BREEKS EAT!!!!

SINGLES FEAST FOR THAT DAY WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!

Edwin + Johnson

Leo + Jie Hui

Jan playing around wif his cam

Hui Xuan + Wunying

Leo + Sleeping Alpha

After that took bus bak wif liyana bukit batok int. got pass dover MRT siol O_O.

PSP on bus ~_~

Leo... =O

Useless

Useless...

Seriously... i feel like i cnt do anything... i feel weak... haiz... am i ill or am i just imagining it?
Perhaps i am lying to myself...?
Or perhaps i just dunno wad to do...

Wanted to post smt... but i 4got... nvm

PICS!!!

Weishan wif bean bag lol

Leo carry zhenli =O

HF wif scarf

Nick wif balls oranges on shoulder

Leo cute face

DO RE MI

Edwin sia...
He looks thirsty...

Monday Bluez

Ok lar not rly a sian monday but more like a... veri weird monday... go gym in morning, go till 3.30... go class abit late... listen java teacher tok tok tok tok tok -_-

After that go makan wif leo, edwin, huixuan, liyana, wunying @ IMM... pepper lunch ahaha...

Go the roof there play sia... got water play ground we dunno until a little kid go press... lols lucky we not in the playground when he pressed it... took some pics... will post again... =)

Haiz... sometimes... life just isnt fair huh? Always... there is something out of our reach... something... we cnt get... and now im not toking just for myself... but for everyone.

I see disatisfaction... everybody around me at least... there is always at least a particular object of desire that is not obtainable...

Maybe... maybe... we humans arent meant to be... with our wants and desires... spoiling all that is around us... maybe... we should just all perish...

But we cant... we all hold to much too something here... all of us have the will... to live on...

Even if we don't get what we want... we still live on...

I can't think up of a rhyme...
much less even a hymn.
But i'll still mime,
If you'll gimme a dime!

Nan Ta Dou

NAN TA DOU

Today HF cum my hse wif his gf... say say wan learn guitar ended up playing monster hunter... LOLS!


Went downstairs afterwards to eat... quite full liaoz...

Haiz... nthing to do... post some pics barhs...

This one is People Mountain People Sea @ Orchard... veri gg..

Longan lols

Kyo is veri confused...(click to enlarge)


There IS a big monkey at the back... but my camera's flash -_-

The weather's worked up in a gale
everyone's pale,
Except one... still looking at his meal...
Strong, determined... and never to yield

Facts of life

Death

Death. What is it? The end of a life... end... of an existence...

Something... that is probably painful, something that gives others pain... or it could also be something that gives others joy... either through the sadistic enjoyment of a person's pain before death... or the personal relief of one... who wishes death...like a martyr...

For those who wish death upon themselves... why? Or rather I believe there is no why... the only reason would be that... there is nothing... simply nothing in the world that makes them feel like its worth living...

It is... so easily portrayed... fault of the media, one might say... I rather choose to believe it's not that... it's either 1. sadistic enjoyment or 2. fascination with death... and therefore, people put them in games, movies and books...

Is it... the perverted self-belief that death can be controlled? That... death, would bean object... that can be poked, prodded and molded into something for human enjoyment? Partly... yes (and don't lie, yes you too) who doesnt enjoy the killing that happens in movies... war movies? Horror movies as well... the gore and death... is well portrayed, and well-enjoyed.

Death is fascinating... no? It's something... that happens everyday... accidents, murders, natural deaths... by the minute... souls are being thrown into harvested by the reaper... while new life takes place as quickly too...

Personally, I don't feel like dying right now (99% of people too i think) as there are so many things anchoring me to this pitiful existence that is human life...

Let's just hope events that might occur in the next few week would not change my mind on what I have just said... hopefully...

All I can do... is stare
While taking in the night air,
Beneath millons of stars...
Thinking... of how I would fare...

Walaos look at the time i still havent slp...playing guitar LOLS I too hyper or just cnt slp? -_-

A Potpurri of Emotions

Confused...

The past few days are a WHIRL omg...

SATURDAY: Go xueling hse bai nian.... did java in morning... no choing feeling... TIRED

SUNDAY: Go School... do assignment... help people wif assignment... go 2nd floor tok crap wif feiwen + zl... choing feeling!

MONDAY: Is also equals to SUNDAY cause overnite at HW hse... veri gg... veri tired... HTML HTML HTML CSS CSS CSS PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP... VERI CHOING... play dota wif HW at 7am in the morning... meet hf... go schools.... damn happy no nid cum down at Jurong East MRT... go 1st lesson... hyper... hyper... go 2nd lesson.... hyper no more.... SLP! Den break... eat jap food... SLEEP WIF HF ON THE TABLE (yes arh - once in a lifetime experience)... webp = java den java = java assignment time... after school... MEETING.....zomg zomg omg omg...no slp is hyper... den after tat go FC 4... NOBODY LIKES ME LARS BUY BAN MIAN LE THEY FC 4 SAY WAN CLOSE ZZZZZ... go home... try to do work... end up chatting... veri gg VERI CHOING FEELING.....
E-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOzzzz

TUESDAY: Wake up LATE (yes arh) reach school 10am...then hor.... JAVAJAVAJAVA
eat eat eat eat(one piece of bread/sandwich per 'eat')....go toliet
JAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVA
JAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVA
go SAA chop posters... see aunties in office... chopchopchopchopchop posters....
go paste posters JAVA walk around wif stanley
JAVAJAVA collect money from miao (nias -_-) JAVAJAVA
go out of sch... walk to sheng siong... take down prices...masking tape masking tape
go IMM... tok tok tok to stanley...
xueling call me JAVA...JAVA leo call me JAVA...JAVA
xueling use nick handphone call me JAVA...JAVA...
change to miao tok on phone JAVA...JAVA...
go IMM see prices (more like stanley doing nias) while in the head is JAVAJAVAJAVA
stanley treat me a subway biscuit...JAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVA
go back... take train... no eat... ppl call me up ask me hurry to... JAVAJAVAJAVAJAVA
stomach... hungry hungry... veri gg but still... JAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVA
den... JAVAJAVAJAVAJAVAJAVA few hours again (8+ liaoz)...den at last... can....
javajavajavajava my own program lols javajavajavajava...den.... run down to leo... see his JAVA JAVA and so many ppl JAVA JAVA...
going off soon... den see zhenli + wang ting...
ZOMG XUELING COM GOT PROB tml fix =O
throw throw oranges & sweets from SAA -_-
I FEEL LIKE A SNAKE AND LADDER GAME NOW LARS
...............................reach marsiling @ like 12am... THE WITCHING HOUR!!! =O

Ok... yeah... so now... after i reached marsiling... i felt more normal...at least i think, lols.
Anyways was half-way up to my house but rmbed... HUNGRY SIA den called up dad wan come down eat or not... he said he JUST EATEN (12.30 am LEHS) zomg bread tat mom buy de... he today work veri veri late... haiz like me LOLS

Den... i go 24-hour coffeshop eat ROTI JOHN & MILO DINOSAUR (tat is drink lars)...ALONE... E-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Go home... lie down at parent air-com room awhile... print FOC POSTERS!
(MUST JOIN WORHS)
Den...VERI HYPER JIO NICK + HF DOTA ZOMG LOLS
YES ARHS TML HAND UP WEBP I DUN WAN EDIT LE WAKAKAKAK NANANAH
ASSIGNMENTS ARE DONE YES ARHS!!!(Yes arhs..yes arhs...yes arhs..yes arhs..yes arhs...)
Den.... now... E-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(moo for wad? cow year wad!)
... wif my best fren (computer) HAIZ

No time for a breather,
no really dun be a leaver...
cause the lava's comin' nearer,
the searing heat of Programming Fever!
Madly Yours, Bruce