Vacant

Empty, bare, drained, blank and cleared...

That would be what I feel mostly... but now...it not just in the mind but in...

MY SYSTEM

And no its not my computer i'm referring to -.- but my digestive system...

I seriously feel weird. I have never ever feel this way before...I mean like... sometimes I feel damn filled up and sometimes (like now) I'm so empty and flushed that I'm feeling the slight pain of the void inside.

Hmm... sounds abit like what goes on in the minds of plenty eh?
Anyways...

I must say, my virtual life is abit... dead. As in my almost dead facebook account, nearly un-used twitter (except for the plurk sending status messages over there) and even msn... perhaps I still cannot accept the functions and uses of these...benefits in our world... x.x

Haiz, I dun really noe wad to say now...ok ignore the below if you dislike fine writing LOL


It all started with the breeze.
Chilly one it was, ringing the chimes of wind.
It was the herald of the coming rain...

The flashes of light.
The boom of the heavens.
The rustle of the trees.

Slowly but surely, the skies cracked open.
Liquid, disregarded by many now, poured through.
Dropping from high above, to give life.

Gone are the eagerly waiting creatures below.
Gone are the soil to seep through.
Gone... are the liquid's importance.

Hide, within this concrete jungle.
Are those who never stopped wanting.
Hearing the dismal patter of water against pavement.

Avoid as we have in eons,
This abundant resource.
What is now a nuisance,
was once considered a gift.
-Thoughts of a pained person in void

Running?

My Worst Enemy

Am I running? Away from him?

My very only worst enemy, the one that tells me to get into stuff that pressures me, tires me or even threaten the safe and peace.

That said, I am my own worst enemy.

Choices that I give myself, are always choices that are painfully hard to make. Tell myself that I need rest...
Tell myself that I cannot rest...

So what now? Where do we go...

Its no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy
Cuz every now and then I kick the living sh*t out of me
The smoke alarm is going off and theres a cigarette
Still burning
My Own Worst Enemy - Lit

Morning Glory

What a feeling haha waking up at 10.30 in the morning, with nothing much to do. Playing my guitar... x)

If only every other day were like this... haiz... holidays are here but with them, comes the new burden.

Oh well im gonna rock till my mum comes home with lunch, then down to school to revise for friday's test with leooo.

Off to rock... x)

 I can't seem to face up to the facts
I'm tense and nervous and I can't relax
I can't sleep cause my bed's on fire
Don't touch me I'm a real live wire
Psycho Killer - Talking Heads

Fall To Pieces

Fall To Pieces

Oh man, its so tiring.

We always do stuff to ourselves that we know is negative to ourselves. Even though we noe b4hand.

Overnighting in school every alternate day or so... it does ur body wondrously BAD.

What i noe of today is that I woek up at like 8+ to go bath and head for JSPG prac test...den...fog >.< Damn my brain is fogged up. Suddenly time is misplaced. Did i watch UP yesterday or today? omg messed up for a moment there...

Stuff seems floaty lately, i feel lighter (i dun seem so though) and there's like a weird veil over everything... I think im rly too tired hahahas

But it doesn't matter if i'm tired or not. The world still goes around and time is still ticking. Truly, i duno why i dun want to get some rest at this point now.

I really should go try to get some rest...


Is this the end?
There is no end
Tomorrow wakes and
You will end
the slumber of ends